face the facts

All I want right now is to be done with school. I've been more than unorganized and apathetic through this last semester and it's driving me insane. I'm almost embarassed of the work I turn in, but I can't seem to care.

But here's the kicker: Come January, when it's typically time for school to start back up, I won't know what to do with myself. Sure I'll have a wedding to plan and a job and a house to keep, but I've been doing that this semester. I'm used to being busy. It's comfortable, in a way.

What will I do when I don't have a paper deadline looming over my head? I just might go crazy. I took three summer classes in one session this past summer, and worked at the same time. When it was over, I was definitely relieved, but I had so much free time on my hands, it was just...weird. I've always been that way. Summer was much anticipated and enjoyed, but I was very ready for school again by August. So call me crazy.

It doesn't help that John will be touring most of the coming months, so I really need to come up with some new hobbies. I'm excited to read for fun again. I'll try to pick my knitting back up. I'll have my piano finally, so that will be nice. But, things like that tend to stress me out when I can't do them perfectly. Any suggestions on how you spend your free time off work?

Also, my new kitchen needs a backsplash. I'm pretty excited about this prospective DIY opportunity, but I want to be sure and find the perfect idea. I've come across a few that I like, but I'd love some links if you have any to share.

♥k